questions for myself;

is it worth it to hold on?
how long should i stand?
is this what i want?

r my feelings real?
will i b happy?
should i just let go?

guide is what i need..

i just have to open my eyes & heart & mind, just look right and see the sun, can't keep hiding from the truth, let it takes me by surprise..

p/s: hope the surprise will b good..


Should I stay..
Should I hang on..

Bearing all misery..

Holding for my part..

The more I fell, the more I suffer..

This existence with no laughter..

Should I ignore..

Should I move on..

Depart seems painless..

Only ones heart knows..

The more I seek, the more I fail..

Dwelling on the same trail..

Should I continue..

Should I think again..

The verdict is hard to make..

Which path should I take..

The more I ask, the more I paused..

Now I considered myself lost..

Regardless of things ahead, I proceed..

I persist on breathing in suffocation..

The pieces then starts to crack..

Shattering the left over love I once had..

Trying to stay tough, I now collapsed..

Stumbled on the finding I previously searched..

I think it's time, we give it up
And figure out what's stopping us
From breathing easy, and talking straight
The way is clear if you're ready now
The volunteer is slowing down
And taking time to save himself

The little cracks they escalated
And before you know it was too late
For making circles and telling lies

You're moving too fast for me
And I can't keep up with you
Maybe if you slowed down for me
I could see you're only telling
Lies, lies, lies
Breaking us down with your
Lies, lies, lies


faith is believing
faith is being strong
faith is being believable
faith is believing in what you can become
faith is believing in ALLAH and what ALLAH can do for you

Hadapi Dengan Senyuman


In general, an attraction draws one object towards another one. In physics, attraction may refer to gravity or to the electromagnetic force.

Physical attractiveness is the perception of the physical traits of an individual human person as pleasing or beautiful. It can include various implications, such as sexual attractiveness, cuteness, and physique. Judgment of attractiveness of physical traits is partly universal to all human cultures, partly dependent on culture or society or time period, partly biological, and partly a matter of individual subjective preference.

The rules of attraction might drive our initial decisions, for better or worse. But lasting relationships are about much more than what we see and smell.

Behavior plays a key role, with biology an intriguing contributing factor.

When it comes to sticking together for the long haul, researchers have shown that likeness of personality, which can take more time to realize, means more.

Comedy can also help a relationship. But the importance of humor is different for men and women. A woman is attracted to a man who makes her laugh. A man likes a woman who laughs at his jokes.

Somewhere amid attraction and sex, we all hope, are strong feelings of love. But which of all the motivations really drives us?

The rules of attraction make up a pretty long list. No scientist knows the order of the list. But near the top is perhaps one of the toughest characteristics to gauge in advance in the search for the perfect partner.

So, sometimes we may fall for a person just because we are attracted to them especially towards their physical appearances. Thus, it’s sometimes unlikely to know if we really are in love with the person or do we just love the idea of being with that person.


Like they always say (who r they??), after every laughter, comes a sad story..
Here’s mine ;(

Sometimes i just don’t understand people. I’m also tired at times, n I also do have problems of my own, but I don’t go and scream out loud at others. Lately life seems so depressing. Tried to make myself happy, but the sadness just keeps haunting me back. Maybe it’s better for me to be on my own.

p/s: I really need a vacation..

me, myself and I

My photo
im me.. just me.. only me..