questions for myself;

is it worth it to hold on?
how long should i stand?
is this what i want?
r my feelings real?
will i b happy?
should i just let go?


guide is what i need..

i just have to open my eyes & heart & mind, just look right and see the sun, can't keep hiding from the truth, let it takes me by surprise..

p/s: hope the surprise will b good..

I think it's time, we give it up
And figure out what's stopping us
From breathing easy, and talking straight
The way is clear if you're ready now
The volunteer is slowing down
And taking time to save himself

The little cracks they escalated
And before you know it was too late
For making circles and telling lies

You're moving too fast for me
And I can't keep up with you
Maybe if you slowed down for me
I could see you're only telling
Lies, lies, lies
Breaking us down with your
Lies, lies, lies
WHEN WILL YOU LEARN!!

Well..

Like they always say (who r they??), after every laughter, comes a sad story..
Here’s mine ;(

Sometimes i just don’t understand people. I’m also tired at times, n I also do have problems of my own, but I don’t go and scream out loud at others. Lately life seems so depressing. Tried to make myself happy, but the sadness just keeps haunting me back. Maybe it’s better for me to be on my own. I BELONG TO ME.

p/s: I really need a vacation..